Ang laki ng sinayang ko. Sobra. Ang tagal ko ng hinihintay sa buhay ko pero sinayang ko pa. Wala ako’ng magawa kundi sisihin ang sarili ko. Hindi ko na alam..
I wonder how it’s like to be you.
How it’s like to practice great patience with a childish girl. How it’s like to wait for me, when my 10 minutes is actually equivalent to an hour. How hard you try to shut your mouth or how you remain composed when we’re in the middle of…
There will always be that one person who truly sees your worth. You’re not close friends. You barely talk with each other. He’s always watching you from afar, hoping that you’ll notice him. He already memorized every detail of your facial features. The way you talk, your gestures, and…
Holding hands in a relationship.
Holding hands might just be a simple gesture but it is the cutest thing ever. Holding the hands of that someone you love gives you the feeling that they really do belong to you and that what you have actually exist in real life. You can hold the hands of thousands of people, but it’s still different when the hands your holding belong to the person you love. It’s so hard to explain but millions of feeling will run through you every time their soft hands touches yours. Every time your palms meet, the feeling is so wonderful that you can actually feel that you’re alive. The love flows in each fingers, the tighter you hold their hand, the more you love it.
Holding each other’s hand might be so simple but it is one of the best thing a relationship has. You don’t always have to be showy when it comes to expressing your love. You don’t always have to go off limits to make them feel special, because as simple as holding their hands, it’s all there. Your fingers interlocked with each other like it was really meant to be say it all. And every time I see couples who are walking down the hallway doing this simple gesture, I just smile. Because I feel like they’re connected with each other. I feel that they’re one, their souls and hearts intertwined. Holding hands in a relationship is one of those spices that keeps a relationship healthy and alive.
Chasing my dreams.
Ever since I was a little kid, I try to tell myself that I won’t give up until these dreams of mine become a reality. I promised myself back then that no matter what happen, I’ll continue walking even in times when my feet can’t take it anymore. I used to swear back then that I’ll succeed one day and that I can prove to myself that I’m strong enough to do those things alone. And since that day, I set myself ready on all the things that will come my way. I set myself ready on all the heartaches and failures that’s waiting for me on way to the field of endeavor. I can’t say that I’m almost half there already because I know that there’s a lot of struggles and trials I need to overcome and surpass first before I can reap the fruits of my labor.
Chasing my dreams and climbing the stairs to reach the sky is not as easy as what I think it is. It’s not a piece of cake, it’s one hell kind of a job. But as long as I got the courage and determination to pursue all of them, I know I can make it. I know I can get there. I know I can reach the top. Have patience to walk short step till you have wings to fly.
Thinking of those scenarios when I’m already bringing home the bacon makes me work harder even more. I know that all the tears, all the sacrifices I made and I’ll make in the future will all worth it. I know that everything happens for a reason. I know that this is just the chapter where I have to outpour all the efforts and hardwork I have in me. Because tomorrow, the sun will shine a little brighter, and that’s the time when I’ll be on top of my dreams and enjoying that warm and triumphant feeling. ooo